Love in separation

I'm always in sweat love at present. I have my husband accompany with me, I have my cute little boy live in happy life with me. I can feel happiness from the bottom of my heart, but something always stuck in my heart sometimes.

Just one year ago, I was in deep despair because of the heavy earth quake last year. When the earthquake came, I was in a warehouse of a foreign trade company, and I had climbed over the wall of my company at that time just by instinct. He dialed to me at the first time, and I missed him firstly, but he had gone to foreign countries in order to make a living. I was too sad that he couldn't accompany me at the crises, but I would be much brave as long as he was with me. I would fear nothing if he was with me, whereas I could feel no real sense of love. Could a promise for love across countries will last for a lifetime? I would believe it when I was a little girl with rosy dream.

Those complex and hopeless thoughts have overcome me for a long time. My beloved husband was just my best friend at that time, I knew he loved me so much, and that love had lasted for several years. But he was still far away from me. He had to go on errands for his company to various countries. He said he loved my so much, he tried his best to care me, but how could I directly feel this kind of handwringing love?

Finally I made a hardy decision that I would cut any connection with him, I didn't want to be fooled by his sweat promise at all. I hung up his calls again and again although he would dial them again and again day after day. I had felt in love with him, but how could I accept such a kind of distant love across countries? I even guess would he say he love me all the time when he hugged another woman? Every time he dialed me, every time I get confused and ambivalent enough to have no energy to do my work well.

Choice for giving up my first true love is really hardy for me. I missed him so much, but I couldn't bear the time without his accompany but his seeming unrealistic love promise again. I was so eager to receive his calls, but this would make me much ambivalent than ever. How could I release both my love and hate for him? I listened to those sad love songs night after night, how could I say goodbye to my only one true love in my life easily?

But love has some magic power sometimes. He quitted his job and came back to me before the first anniversary of his leaving day, which was my deadline for our love. He brought back a pair of women's skeepskin boots from Australia, that pair of black sheepskin boots really overcame my despairing heart with the matchless warmth and comfortableness. I still considered him as a once familiar stranger from the bottom of my heart at the very beginning. But time can cure hurt in our heart when there is distance between two hearts. Luckily, our love comes back again during his considerate care for me day after day.

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